MusicisLove

I love my family, I love my family…..I really do but I wish they could comprehend the fact that I work so hard, at everything. I do everything on my own, I never ask for anything ever. Yet they expect me to drop everything and be their shoulder, their ear, every single time. Its always over the most mundane, materialistic things it just drives me nuts.
The only things I want to focus on is getting my shit done, thats enough!

I don’t want kids, I want music and writing, those are my kids.
I don’t want kids, I want music and writing, those are my kids.
I don’t want kids, I want music and writing, those are my kids.
I don’t want kids, I want music and writing, those are my kids.
I don’t want kids, I want music and writing, those are my kids.
I don’t want kids, I want music and writing, those are my kids.
I don’t want kids, I want music and writing, those are my kids.
I don’t want kids, I want music and writing, those are my kids.

My plates already full with just my life….

I look back at my 20+ years of life and although it is not that long,
I have had a lot happen in my life most 40 year olds have yet to experience.
I have found that the people that seem to have gotten the best grasp on life, the strongest people,
Are the ones that had to deal with life, and the things life throws at them.
As much as those things suck, it makes them who they are.
People who don’t have to deal with that stuff.
People who stay on a “perfect” path,
Have a hard time with life when shit hits the fan.
Lets be honest that is scary.
To watch someone get torn apart by a break up.
While you deal with kids and their mom thinking of suicide, family passing, parents getting sick,and the hurt of watching your nieces and nephews deal with the hand that they have been dealt.
If life was easy.
There would not be any stories to tell
or experiences to be had.
So open up to the good,
the bad and the scary
but LEARN.

Learn not to let those moments tear you apart.
Learn to get back up when you fall down.
Learn to fight for what it is you want.
Fight for what it is you love…or think you could love.
Learn to be true to yourself even in the darkness of life.


The person you will be at the end.
That’s a person I want to meet.